cute&gentle

2011-04-10T06:46:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the best training day ever! though im having like super alot of body ache but its worth it. i hope every training would be like this :D heh! :P yay! :D i had so much fun.

2011-04-08T09:55:00.000-07:00

MY BROTHER ROCKS! he helped me rescue my laptop from chinese words! wheeeeeeeeee! :D i love him alot! and therefore i will lend him my laptop to play his games :D anyway, CLAUDIA PHAI is staying at my house tonight cause we have a performance tmr! and im gonna be driving to tampines :D heh! okay, thats about all for today. :D goodnight! i miss my boyfriend very much. i wonder if he can feel it from me or not.

2011-04-08T00:13:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! I HAVENT BEEN POSTING ON BLOGGER!!! THIS IS HILARIOUS TO BE LIKE BLOGGING HERE! HEEHEE.
i think i shall come back to blogging.time to revive my blog again :D

2010-07-02T00:40:00.000-07:00

CRASH AND BURN!
the past one week were horrible!
unbelievable busy!
i was about to cry and tear my head off on wed night!
because of the summission of my ethics paper the following day and my exam which i had not studied for on friday.
but by the grace of God, my lecturer decided to give us an extension for our research paper to monday at 4pm!
heehee. so now, exam is over. but im still writing my essay.
i want this week to hurry end.
but then again, after this week ends, i'll have iep project to work on as well.
AND THERE WILL BE MORE PROJECTS AND ESSAYS TO WRITE!
woohoo! im so psyched for it! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. NOT.

anyway, that's all for now. :D

2010-06-27T10:16:00.000-07:00

yours is acts of service and gifts.
mine is touch and time.
how then can we make each other feel loved and feel loved ourselves?
you dont really like spending all the time in the world today, yes we do have quality time (sometimes). and you dont really like to be very touchy.
and you dont really say that you love me much, or say that you miss me much.
you do things and get stuff for me. but i dont feel loved that way.
i appreciate you doing and getting stuff for me but i dont feel loved.

then like on your case.
you want me to buy stuff for you but then its like i dont know why i dont seem to have enough money all the time. i dont know what i spend on really. and im not the kind of person that like to spend alot of money at one time. like maybe i spend 15 bucks on a dress alr, i'll feel heartpain. and like yes buying things for you is different. i dont mind spending a bit more. but i still do feel heartpain. because im not a gift person.
and like acts of service, omg. that's even worse.. i dont even like to do things for people
how can i do acts of service for you.

yknow, ive been trying my best to like text/call/hangout less with you.
i dont know if you realised.
i know that you will probably think im pissed now
but i guess i just need to vent.
then i'll be okay. oh wells.
sigh..

ps, things will be okay nat. you just need to get use to it.

2010-06-26T08:39:00.000-07:00

school hols are coming to an end.
im super upset about it! rahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im gonna be emo.
ive not completed my work and ive not started studying.
sigh ):

ps, i still love you :D

2010-06-22T05:26:00.000-07:00

the past 2 days have been pretty awesome.
well actually since like 16 june till now things have been pretty awesome for me.
cause ive been spending alot of time with my B.
like on the 16th, we went out to just hang out and then at night we went for revival night meeting then he stayed over at my place. of course my parents allowed la!
then on the 17-18th we had life conference, therefore we spent almost 24hours tgt.
then on the 19th, it was my bday!!! so definitely spend the whole day out.
he planned a surprise party for me!!!
so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! :D
and he bought me the hamsters which you can see in the picture below.
and then at night we went to some japanese restaurant.
after that on the 20th, we didnt meet.. but it was fine :D
then on the 21st, which is yesterday.. he came over to spend the day with me..
we played runescape! heehee :P
and then today he came over again.. just to chill with me and stuff! hahah :D
i love my b so so so much!

ps, thank you for being so understanding bb :D

2010-06-19T23:22:00.000-07:00

look at my awesomely cute hamsters! meet cookie and cream! :D

well, i just wanna thank a whole bunch of people for making my bday such an awesome one!

firstly, none other than my B!!!

thanks for planning this birthday, thanks for getting the hamsters and everything else. thanks for making the day possible!

thanks to my parents for allowing my surprise party become really a surprise.

thanks to my aunties for being there and the gifts

thanks to my cousins for making the day so fun

thanks to all those who wished me on fb, called me and texted me :D

im really so glad that God has put all these special peoople in my life! :D

ps, thank you so much b. i love you :D

2010-06-09T09:27:00.000-07:00

okay, i seriously need to vent so badly.

anyway, before i vent.. i just want to thank you b for being here for me today in the afternoon.
im having a serious break down.
im going mentally crazy.
yes, you are right. im easily affected my things but i cant help it, its just my nature!!
im affected by the whole wide world.
im so careful of who is around you, what you do, who tells you what.
omg.. why is everything about you?
gosh.
cant i just leave you alone?
okay, maybe i care for you. but this is too much. i shouldnt care so much.
you should do whatever you want.
and im not gonna stop you.
im gonna try to let go.

and like about the whole disappointment thing, i am seriously super disappointed.
i just need to vent it.
like, i mean how can you be a stumbling block and be so open about this whole drinking issue.
i mean like, hello?
this is still a church setting leh.
you are a leader as well, and going out as a cell?! seriously?
if you want to drink, please do it discreetly and not like stumble anyone.. and so what if they agreed to drink with you?
i mean come on la, what will you guys think if i drink even though we are all just close friends?
sigh. seriously man. aiyah, people will disappoint you anyway.
im not gonna care anymore.
i want out.

and about you, thank you for not quarrelling with me anymore.
i enjoyed today even though i didnt really study as much as i would like to.
but thank you for today,
even though we did have our small bickers and stuff
thanks for giving in to me
but sometimes when i do things for you or dont allow you to do things, its cause im just protecting you and like about the whole drinking thing or like the people whom you hang around with, its just that i dont feel comfortable.
and im sorry if you feel very tied down when i do that
i promise you that i will let you do whatever you want.
im just gonna be here for you
and seeing you make wrong choices and making mistakes is gonna break my heart but somethings i just gotta let you learn it on your own.
and like, even if one day you decide that you actually like doing all the wrong things and i cant stop you, i'll blame myself for not holding you tightly but i will let you continue doing it cause i have no control over your life.

i just want you to know that i love you and i do everything is because i care for you.
i just want you to be a good boy and be a good boyfriend and husband someday in the future.
take care of yourself.
ive got no more say.

just be very careful.

ps, my head is in a mess and i still need to vent. all these words still havent fully helped me express myself.

2010-06-05T11:01:00.001-07:00

hurting inside

2010-06-05T10:37:00.000-07:00

dear Lord, give me strength.
things have been fine, but why must it be like this now?
i need to be strong to be on my own when you leave.
goodbye.

2010-05-27T09:34:00.000-07:00

omg, its really super hard to let go!
kill me now!
i need to be strong.
i really want him to go.
i really want him to be happy.
i really want to let go.

but he makes it so hard!
like he keeps asking me if im okay and if im really fine with him going.
and i hate lying to him
how can i tell him that im fine when im not
how to be happy when im not
sigh!

someone please tell me what to do.

2010-05-23T20:31:00.000-07:00

school was fine today.
okay fine, im not gonna lie.. it was superrrrrrrrrrrr boring. oh my goodness man.
seriously.
im in dip plus class now and its boring.
we're not doing anything and me being anti-social aint talking to anyone. haha.
obviously, if i am socialising, i wont be blogging right? :D

haha, life has been okay. i guess like things have been okay with us.

nothing bad really happened.

ive been trying to control la :D

haha :D yeahhhh. so fb is really boring. nothing much to do. my classmates are talking and talking and talking but im not talking to them. i like just cant connect with themmmm.

okay, thats all :D

ps, i still love you

2010-05-23T05:58:00.000-07:00

well, service was good yesterday.
submitting all my problems and thoughts unto God was just great!
i mean like, it feels like a whole load is off my shoulders! :D

completed my dip plus assignment alr! :D
so yay for me!

watching glee is awesome! heehee.
i love puck! :D
well, but now im having problems watching episode 14 and its irritating meeeeeeeeeeeeeee! rahhhhhhhh.

2010-05-21T23:11:00.000-07:00

alot of things have been running through my mind.
ive been thinking and feeling alot.
well, yes ive grown to be alot stronger.
i know i have.
but its like, what exactly is happening to us?
are we taking a step forward or backward?
are you helping me to grow spiritually?
why does it hurt so much when i think about us in the future... like whether we would be happy or not?
am i just pressing the feelings that i have when i see things that i dont like or am i just okay with it now?
have i learn to stop caring and feeling pain?
have i just let go already?
why do i not care as much?
how am i suppose to treat you?
what am i suppose to do?
gosh!

anyway, i was kinda upset about yesterday's training.
i didnt even train much.
like i just stood there and spot.
only the last 15 mins then i flew.
and my shoes are too tight. its causing me to not be stable up there.
i seriously need a new pair of shoes.
where can i get it? i need it soon.
i didnt wanna tell anyone how i felt cause i am stronger than what i think i am. i can handle this pain all on my own.
yes i did tell you, but i didnt vent as much as i would, but did you realise that?
i realise that.. you have been whining on your fb, why would you do that?
so that people will pity you and show you their concern??
i mean like... okay.. nvm.. i need to learn to shut up.
cause if i dont, things might just get worse. i think i just need to vent that's all
so if you read this, dont get offended or anything
i just ranting.

okay, that's all ive got to say now. ive gotta go to get ready anyway. bye :D

2010-05-20T06:32:00.000-07:00

things ARE fine..

2010-05-12T19:20:00.001-07:00

i need to control.
i really do!
omg. im on the verge of giving in!
FML.

2010-05-12T07:21:00.000-07:00

more people to thank:
mad, isaac and jolyn

2010-05-12T07:03:00.000-07:00

thank you
ashwyn, asaph, cassandra, mitchell, ivan, ashley and edwin. love you all

2010-05-12T05:09:00.001-07:00

i so agree with this sentence: " there's no use gripping on too tight on a bird, let it go... and if it flies back - you'll know its yours forever."

wow. im gonna let go now.
goodbye.

2010-05-10T19:31:00.000-07:00

do you know how it feels when the one you love is freaking sick and you cant do a thing?
omg.
im like in class now and adrian is having a freaking high fever and i cant go down to accompany him.
why must he fall sick?
why cant i be the one to fall sick instead?
im so worried ):
sigh ):
b, get well soon please!

2010-05-01T21:59:00.000-07:00

joining cheer again scares me.
i love the sport but im not good at it.
so how?

will the people at denvers be supportive and helpful? like how gusto has helped train a certain someone?

2010-04-29T21:32:00.001-07:00

im gonna be okay. im gonna be okay. im gonna be okay.
i will be okay!
im sure i'll be okay!

2010-04-29T07:44:00.001-07:00

RELIGION.
pretty touchy subject to talk about right?
but is it that hard to talk about it when you are together with a christian as well?
like you know, if one person in the relationship is more spiritual than the other?
ive been thinking alot about it.
like is it okay for the girl to be spiritually stronger than the guy?
does it matter?
well, i still dont have an answer to that.

but for me now,
i wish that things between us were not that hard to talk about.
like... RAHHHHHHHHHHH. i really dont know how to explain this. really really.
i dont know how to say and this feels so frustrating..

okayokay, let me go back... rewine my thoughts.
okay.. well, im back cheering again. its fun. really.
i enjoy myself. and it feels so wonderful to be back cheering.
b is back cheering as well and he is definitely happy about it.
well, i have mixed feelings. i am happy and upset.
firstly, happy cause im doing what i like and b is happy.
upset because i feel that because of cheer, b has changed.
like.. he is becoming what he use to be. like cheer was so important.
like, i know its what he loves to do, so do i. but dont we all need to prioritise our time and what is more important.
okay, maybe to him... cheer is more impt than God. yes, there is no doubt that he loves God and wants to grow. but maybe he has put that on the backseat. now that we're back cheering..its been his number one goal.. to be able to do cupie in 3 months. in 2 weeks, to do a back hand spring without assistance?
well, how come he hasnt been able to do that goal with God. like.. oh in 3 months im going to go for sp course. or like in 3 months time im gonna finish reading a book in the bible?
maybe our goal in life is very different.
aiyah, there's so much more. i know im venting.
and yes b, i know you will be reading this. but please dont get the wrong impression.
all of what you see is not exactly what you see. there's more to this
so if and when you read it? call me.. i can explain.
i just dont really know how to put it into words.
i dont want you to get the wrong impression.
i know you love cheer, and you love God.
and its hard to make a choice. i understand. i do...
its not easy. and plus you've been cheering for so long.

and i alr made you give it up for me. and now that youre back, youre happy.
and i know you wont give it up again. ever. i can understand that.
i told myself that i cannot stop you from doing what you love.
and if you choose cheer over some church event, its fine.
i wont deny the fact that i would be upset. but i alr said im gonna support and respect your decision.
i just want you to know that whatever your decision is, it wont affect us and the way i feel about you.

however, i do want one favor from you.
please take 1 month to pray. pray everyday and as much as you can.
to ask God if i am really the one for you.
yes, you may think i am the one for you. but does God think the same way?
dont worry, you will not be praying alone. i will pray too :D

ps, i still love you all the same

2010-04-06T06:40:00.000-07:00

went to sakae sushi to eat! finally! :D

hahaha.

as you can see, you would know that i had a lot of fun!

im having a lot of fun in my last 2 weeks of my holidays!

im really not looking forward to school because i did not get a chance to really enjoy my holidays!

i know some people are looking forward to going back to school. but im not!!

anyway, my gang wants to wear school uniform to school on the first day of school again! haahahaha! its gonna be hilarious but i shall do it! for the fun of it! :D hahahaha! :D

ps, im going sentosa tmr! so wait for more pictures! :D

2010-04-04T09:05:00.001-07:00

i think im going crazy.

2010-04-04T06:42:00.001-07:00

i seriously need to vent.

2010-04-02T23:51:00.000-07:00

i was wondering how much love can someone show.
whether it was unconditional and stuff like that.
i was wondering about how much you loved me and how you showed it.
and i realised that you really love me so much than i can ever imagine and you have never once asked for me to return all the love. you just loved me for me and i feel so blessed to have met someone like you.

there are times when we disagree on stuff but i know that you will always give in to me.
because you love me.
there are times when you fall sick, but yet you know i need you by my side and you'll pull yourself out of bed just to accompany me.
because you love me.
there are times when you sacrifice things you love to do, for things that i love to do.
because you love me.
there are times that you find it hard to give in, to love me, but you still SHOW me you do.
because you love me.
there are times when you get upset at me because i made you so angry with me. but you'll never leave me.
because you love me.
there are times when you eat things you dont like, because i like them.
because you love me.

i can go on about all the things you've done for me because you love me.
and i know you love me. i feel that you love me.
and i know im one lucky girl to have you.
and thats why i will never let you go.

i dont know what i can do for you, but i will love you till my last breath.
thank you for everything you've done for me.
thanks for just being here when i needed you. (even though sometimes i say that you are never there) (:

you are one special boy. :D

10 months :D

2010-03-23T07:07:00.000-07:00

hello all, and of course my B! (:
im in japan. and i miss singapore so badly.
firstly, my b is in singapire and thats why i miss singapore.
secondly, my bro is in sing.
thirdly, i miss the weather, amazingly
fourthly, the food in sing is way better.

sooooo, i really miss my b so so so much.
and i managed to talk to him on msn for awhile.
i spoke to my parents too.
okay, im counting the days i get back.
sorry this entry is so short but im typing from my phone. so my thumbs are tired. haha (:

ps, i love you so much. cant wait to see you.

2010-03-20T21:42:00.000-07:00

/edited
i should stay away from everything for awhile.

2010-03-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

whoa. its been a close 2 months of not blogging.
i havent been having the mood to blog.
anyway, i just wanted to say that today's service was just awesome.
i could really feel God. (:

ps, i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you (:

2010-02-05T23:25:00.000-08:00

i just did this :D while i was having my break from studying.
im so so so tired alr.
just reading my textbook can kill me.

thank God for listening to my cry of needing some time alone to do my work.
i was at my breaking point when God saved me.
the thing is that i have alot of assignments to be handed in this week, i needed to study for my exams which are coming and i had to prepare for my facilitation. and i had to go for filming on friday from 5-10pm. sat from 730am-1pm then meeting at 2-3pm. then fuel from 3-430pm then service from 5-7pm then CNY dinner with lower sec from 730-930pm. then sunday is adult service from 10am-12pm then filming from 2-8pm..
so looking at all these, i would not have time to do my work. then kaf called me telling me i dont have to go down on sat. and he asked me to rest and do my work on sat. THANK GOD!!

now, ive finished studying 1 and a half chapters. im left with half a chapter and 2 essays to write. one for FBS and the other for DIE. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

bb is in church now, so he cant text!! oh nooooooooooo! i'll like be super distracted when he is not there to remind me to study!! ahhhh. hahah :D i cant wait for bb to come with matt to find me after service. we can eat ice edge!! woohoooooo. excitingggg! (: bb has been patient with me recently, especially since my menses was coming and now here.. and with me for being very busy. he waited for me as usual yesterday. from 5pm to 930pm. i felt so bad la!!! rahhhhh! i hope i can make it up to him later :D

anyway, mommy is flying off to auz tonight. )): super duper sad. im gonna miss her like so much la! i have not been able to talk much to her because ive been busy. i always say she is busy but now is my turn! ): and she will only be back on wed! ): sighhhhh!! ): i cried last night la. im really gonna miss her. i want to send her off but then im like in a dilemma cause i need to study as well and its like.. what if i end up regretting not sending her off? argh! irritating! ): im just gonna miss my mommy laaaaaaa! ):

ps: sh deleted/blocked me on fb. i think i know why. she thinks that im the one that has been scolding her on her blog. but im not. i know i have no proof that i didnt do it. but oh wells. i admit, initially i wanted to tag her and do something.. but i changed my mind. i knew it was wrong. so i didnt. but then someone else did it and she thinks its me ): sighhhhh!!

pps: b, i love you. thanks for being so supportive :D

2010-02-02T07:22:00.000-08:00

OH MAN. this is so funny! seriously.

i didnt scold you on your tagboard and im sure my friends didnt either. but well, its so hilarous just looking at it.

guess, you've got other haters too! hahahahha.

okay, i sound so so evil. im sure bb wont like it.

anyway, today was just awesome.

the kids i tutored today at the family center were so cute la.

haha, oh wells.

anyway, things have been going really fine. NOT.

there's been so much assignments and like im so busy that i wanna kill myself! i have faciliation next week and im not even ready yet! help! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

bb has still been really supportive and sweet.

i didnt blog about our 8th month. well, HAPPY 8TH MONTH! woohooo.

time really do pass really fast.

soon, we are gonna be longer than you and that girl. heehee.

ps, i love you very much.

2010-01-25T22:56:00.000-08:00

im like in class with polly, kim, edwin, mark, angela and constance..
they are doing like project and things.. im just really bored.
suppose to be studying.. but i cant concentrate. i guess im too tired or smth.

anyway, some girl wrote a birthday card to bb and wish him happy birthday and said some things. wow. she made herself seem so good and above him by a notch or smth.
HELLOOO? B is so much better than YOU!
im seriously gonna kill her soon.
with my powerpuff girls and rowdyruff boys, we are unstoppable (:

okay, sorry.. that was bitchy.. i take that back.
i didnt mean it. i probably said it in a fit of anger anyway,
and plus im so much better than her, so why should i even lower my standards to meet her.
HAHA (:

bb is in class now, poor him.. he has class until 9pm tonight. aw man.
i hope that he wont be too tired.
take care bb (:
you do know that you are always on my mind right?

loves!! :D

ps, all the best for your fyp presentation tmr bb :D

2010-01-24T21:14:00.000-08:00

i need to stop being distracted by the stupid computer! i need to study! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-01-22T06:14:00.001-08:00

its gonna be B's birthday in less than 2 hours! im super excited.. and God know why! its not even my birthday, but why am i so excited?!

hahaha. okayokay. B wants me to blog a long long sweet blog entry and i shall :D

firstly, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY B!!!!! (:

well, i shall tell you everything that happened in dec :D

we had church camp! woohoo! bb came for camp! i was really excited cause its like his first time at a church camp and i really wanted him to grow and i guess he was really touched by God (: amazing! camp was just awesome. God's presence was just so real :D

then after camp, i went to malacca :D

it was super fun too. i got a lot closer to dylan tan, moses, isaac and my beloved cousins and bro :D

i really missed B while i was overseas. but i guess that made our love stronger :D woohooooo! :DD i bought him a shirt and i hoped he liked it. he says its nice (: so yipee :D

after malacca, was christmas!

oh my goodness!!!! Bb was the sweetest! he handmade a necklace that was super pretty for me when i only made him like a few straw hearts. he is like the sweetest thing on earth man. then bb and i spent alot of time on the christmas present for my parents. it was a letter holder. but we cut the wood, paint the wood and paste everything overselves :D it was super fun :D

this picture is our overdued christmas day outing :D

then after that was watchnight :D woohooo!

it was also Bb's first time to a watchnight service and it was my first time hanging out with friends after watchnight and not just going to a stayover!! :D we walked like super alot but i shall spare you all the long story. the following day was 7th month, hence the flowers! bb wanted to surprise me, and even though he thought it was going to fail.. its didnt!! :D he sent me back in the morning and i made him stay at my place to late afternoon that day.. so we spent more than 24 hours together! from new year's eve to new year's day!! heehee :D

then now its the new year.. 2010 (:

these were just some random shots that we took when we were bored at my place (:

bb has been really the sweetest (:

well, okay now its gonna be the really mushy and cheesy part so if you puke easily or like feel nauseous... please dont carry on reading :D thank you very much! hahah

okay, so let's just start.

thank you bb for just being here for me, you have really been very understanding since the beginning of the year. i know i have taken on more roles this year and i have lesser time for you. but please know that i will still make time for you whatever it is (: i just want you to know that doesnt mean that i dont reply you, call you or even go out with you means that i love you lesser. cause it is not true (: i really hope that you will enjoy your 21st birthday. i really hope i will be able to make your 21st birthday a really special birthday that you will remember forever :D i know that we had many quarrels and misunderstandings but that has brought us even closer. it has taught us the real meaning of giving and taking (: it has even help us to grow so much more. this birthday will not be the only birthday we will be celebrating for there will be many more years to come. i know that sometimes i may be stubborn or whiney or irritating.. but i hope you will still love me all the same!! HAHAHA. all im hoping is that you will always smile for as long as you are still with me. you are my sunshine and you really light up my world and i hope i do the same thing for you (:

ps, youre the best thing that God has ever given to me (:

2010-01-21T22:37:00.000-08:00

im in the school library now. just finished gems.
i was so super tired that i almost fell asleep in class.
good thing the lecturer let us off early and suddenly I WOKE UP. it like magical! haha. kidding.

anyway, im suppose to be doing my work now but i just wanted to update my blog because i have not done that in a long long time.
well, a lot of things has been happening in my life that i was so super busy that i couldnt update my blog.

well, B and i are still okay. normal. hopefully official soon :D
school, normal diploma is killing me with the huge loads of projects and upcoming exams!! rahhh. why must we have psych test and stats test?! rahhhhhhhhhhh!
then dip plus is also killing me because we have a performance to put up soon and i need to act for my own performance and be a director for another group's performance. so it's kinda hectic!! haha.
well, then in church. im an AL now! praise God! :D this shows that i have been growing in my spiritual life.
taking care of kids are pretty fun, but at the end of every sat i will feel super tired! haaha. but i love my girls! LIGHTHOUSE FOREVER YEAHHH?! (:
and finally, im involved in the march production. so im really a busy girl.. right B? haha.
(but i still do make time for you okay!!)

so that's about it for now.
OH WAIT! B's birthday is coming.... :D woohoooooo :D

ps, im still loving you every single min of the day (:

2010-01-20T05:47:00.000-08:00

SOMETHING BIG IS GONNA HAPPEN. SOON! WAIT FOR IT :D

I KNOW I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING. IVE JUST BEEN REALLY BUSY.
IM NOT EVEN SUPPOSE TO BE BLOGGING NOW.. BUT I AM.
I SHALL GO DO MY WORK NOW.
JUST WANTED TO UPDATE MY DEAD BLOG.
HAHAHA
:D

<3, NATTY

2009-11-30T18:47:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 6 MONTHS! (:

so fastttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!! heehee. :D

2009-11-20T02:38:00.000-08:00

RED HEAD!! I DYED MY HAIR!!! :D

as you can see, ive dyed my hair purplish red! aint it cool?

my b as you can see, has dyed his hair purple! we are sooooo cool :D

oh goodness, we're already at week5 and in week8 we'll be having our MSTs! oh no! im so not prepared this term. time has passed extremely fast when youre not cheering! hahah :D kidding.

i got alot of assignments due too and im not done with them! ooh no! kill me now! help!!!! :S

i have no idea what in the world have i been doing but i seem to be very tired after each night.

thank you dee and zhihe for still reading my blog :D means alot to me. i wonder who else reads it too la. oh wells.

b is busy doing his work now. :S but im like disturbing him all the time. ooops. im such a bad influence. haha. anyway, i shall go do my work now.

im really happy with my hair anyway :D

ps, thanks for loving me. you make me so happy :D

~~i hate b!~~

2009-11-19T07:26:00.001-08:00

you make me feel beautiful :D

2009-11-18T06:21:00.000-08:00

my silly boy is still the sweetest todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D
we went to watch 2012 today. its an awesome show! though in the middle it was quite draggy. i had headache today and B was super sweet. he was so worried la. silly. hahhahahah :D
im okay now though. my headache keeps coming and going! annoying! hahha :D
anyway, he came over to my place again tonight.
and he helped me do some of my assignment. sweet right? yes i know.
im glad ive got a guy like him :D
i really want us to be official sooon :D

ps, lovelovelovelovelove :D you make me happy.

2009-11-16T21:46:00.000-08:00

okay as you can see, ive been really really busy. ive been out training with b. though, its different then training in a squad cause if you train alone the progress will be slower. but i still dont wanna give up cheering yet. as you guys can see, b and i can toss to hand without spots. we can do extension toooooo. now the next thing we're training for is lib. okay.. enough cheer talk for now.

recently, my bro's bday just passed so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ONE AND ONLY DEAREST LITTLE BROTHER! we went to wildwildwet to celebrate his birthday and my cousin's bday toooo. my cousin's bday is tmr so HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAN!! :D

then we also had a family/close friends celebration for the both of themm.. :D it was really fun. okay, so thats about all for the birthday.

now, finally.. onto my favourite topic! my sweetheart B :D he's been the sweetest lately. (: i cant help it. he is making me fall so deeply in love with him. He is just so caring and so selfless. ive been like moodswinging lately but yet he still pampers me and gives in to me. thank you so much b. then just yesterday. i had a really bad headache and i felt like puking. the sweet him brought me to the doctor. and he really like held me so tightly to make sure i was not gonna fall or smth cause it was raining while we were walking back. he sacrificed to let me use the jacket to cover my head while he had nothing to protect himself from getting wet... gosh.. so sweet right?

then after sending me back he came over to my place for dinner with my mom. i know he felt awkward but he knew that i wanted to see him longer so he stayed.. awww. he just melts me la.. and what made me melt the most most most was when he sent me a sms prayer. the prayer was saying thank you God for giving us such a great day and stuff. wow. i can really see the change in him ever since he accepted christ. he has been so much more patient with me. :D

thank you so so so much. you've been the best. and what's better is that since i didnt go to school today and i cant see him, he's coming all the way down from school just to see me for awhile later :D i miss him so much the entire day. he's been really busy with classes. hope he's doing well in school. i sure do know that im missing him so much. and i really hope he's missing me too..

yes yes, its been awhile since ive blogged so much. but i havent been so happy in such a long time :D

ps, youre the one for me. :D and i know it.

2009-11-06T05:56:00.000-08:00

WOOHOOOO! WE FINALLY MANAGE TO DO TOSS TO HAND EXTENSION WITHOUT SPOTS! :D

the pics would have told you all how it was like. hahaha. he was hurt by me many times. haha. im sorry B. i really didnt mean to. haha :D

anyway, i'm still training hard though i dont go for training. i still have a passion for cheer

anyway, today was awesome la :D heeheeee. i had fun la :D

thanks B for everything :D

loves!

you've really been really supportive in everything i do! i dont know what will happen to me if you are not around. hah :D

ps, thank you so much :D

2009-11-03T00:10:00.001-08:00

156 days. :D
i miss him. he's at class again.
workload is coming down hard on me.
i know im lagging behind by alot. but i cant help it! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ps, quick finish class!!!!!!

2009-10-29T05:54:00.000-07:00

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. B is at trainingggg ))):

and he has not replied for more than an hour. okay, i know i should not be so reliant on him. blah blah blah.. but its like ARGHHHH! okayokay..

i shall not complain. i dont want him to feel bad.

today we celebrated my daddy's bday! we surprised him! it was like super cool la! goodnesssssss!!

i was running around like a crazy woman making sure that he did not see anyone else besides me and my bro. and i had to make sure that he came to the 2nd floor so everyone could gather in the house... :D then finally everyone was in and he went down and everyone sang happy bday song for him. and we went to go cut cake and take picture and the biggest surprise of all came in! it was my mom!!! HAHAHA. he thought that my mom went to malaysia! woohoooooooooooooooooooo:D mission accomplished! :D

ps, im still missing you! rahhh. im like dying without talking to you. why are you not replying my text? ):

2009-10-26T23:03:00.001-07:00

im like really really bored in the library. im suppose to be doing my journal entry for my dip plus. but heh.. i dont feel like doing. AND omg.. i need to do 2 entries! goodness! can someone please help me?

well, okay. at least i have wishbone. but B is in class. and guess what! he has to go training tonight.. so that means, i wont be able to talk to him from now..which is 2pm, all the way to 1030pm. well. i stopped talking to him from 1pm. cause he has his freaking practical which takes away his entire tues afternoon. what's worse is that he cant even text much! rahhhhh! and during training, oh my! lets not even start talking about that.. he wont even have much energy left to text or call. though i know he really wants too :P *winks*

i realise that i have this habit of always writing about him. oh man! he's taking over my entire life!!!!!!! hahaha.. okayokay. actually, thats not the reason i always blog about him. its cause i just feel that no one really reads my blog? only him. that's why. haha.

ps, i shall try to do my work now. im still missing you :D

2009-10-25T18:22:00.000-07:00

THIS IS A PHOTO UPDATEEEEEE! (:

B and i went to science centre a few days ago! it was really fun! one of our best dates ever!! :D

OH NOOOOO! MY PRECIOUS' HEAD IS ON THE TABLE! POOR THING! we had a good laugh at this!

this was super cute! we could like write things to each other and post it and it would come out on the big screen. this is what he said to me :D

and OMGGGG! this is disgusting okay! we were like sitting on a tongue.... the next picture is even worse!

IM IN A NOSE! HOW DISGUSTING!

then we saw some F1 stuff there too... B loves cars.

oh, and look at me. im so talented. i can play a harp without strings. hah :P

this was inside the science centre building.. it was quite big but we managed to complete everything!

okay, thats all for science centre! but we had many other fun dates toooooo :D this was just one..

anyway, i really wanna talk to my mommy soon. then we can make things official :D

2009-10-13T09:39:00.000-07:00

yayyyy!! :D

FINALLY DID MY FIRST TOSS TO HAND WITH B! :D
so excitinggg!
finally lehhhhhh.
always cannot then today finally can. we both improved :D

<3 loves!

2009-09-30T06:56:00.000-07:00

4th month! :D

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

its coming soon! :D

thanks for today! i really had a great time just cuddling in your arms. :D

i just wanted to blog to let everyone what a sweet guy you are :D

heh :P

anyway, i'll update again soon.

a longer post :D

loves :D

2009-09-26T23:43:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since ive blogged..

let me just update whatever that ive been doing.

i went on a trip with my maternal side to perth to visit my cousin and have a family vacation :D
it was really fun. i enjoyed myself even thought i miss my precious lion. we went sight seeing to caves and lighthouse. :D we went to the "farm" too. the next post i'll be posting pics so you'll be able to see.

then after my trip, i had a cheerleading training camp. it was tiring! but it was really good. because i feel as though ive learnt alot. but i wish that i could have shown more leadership in myself. was kinda disappointed in that. oh wells. but many friendships were birth from there :D im a happy girl.. but but but.. during camp i didnt spend much time with my love! )):

so yeppp. thats all for now :D

2009-09-18T08:22:00.001-07:00

im sorry.

2009-09-09T11:37:00.000-07:00

yes yes yes!!! 1 more day!! i'll see you on thurs morning!!!!! & i'll have you the entire whole day!! woohoo.. can anyone tell me they're so envious of me? omgg. morning training workshop, lunch, buying shoes & & our training.. coolness. can someone just shorten today's timing? like instead of 24hrs, make it 12hrs? okay, i sound like a bimbo.. oh wait, im a cheerleader -.-

i know you'll smile when you read this post. but i cant wait...
im gonna see you!! yayness.. B!! cant wait to see you. i miss you so muchhhhhhh

2009-09-09T03:06:00.000-07:00

AWWWWW. i just read the recently blog entry again! hahah :D
so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet :D

i cant wait to come back! so excited! woohooooo!
tmr's gonna be an awesome day even though im gonna be so tired. but it's fine :D
ive been taking alot of pictures so when im back i'll show you.

im sorry this entry is not gonna be long, but i just want you to know ive been thinking of you and missing you too.

ps, i cant wait for our date tmr!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
loves!

2009-09-07T09:23:00.001-07:00

awwwwww. omgg. youre so sweet. you blogged for me :D

hahaha, i was like smiling so happily when i saw it la please!
ive been really missing you.
gosh, after hearing everyone training so hard... im scaredddd!!! :S
i should start training.
i cant wait to come back. which i am!!
soooon!
wait for meee :D

2009-09-05T01:53:00.000-07:00

oh well.. it's a saturday. feels like you went to church & im here. but you're actually all the way at aussie. oh crap... anyway, i just reached home after training. today EVERYONE stayed back after training til 3pm to train. i did my 1st individual back hand spring!! very tiring today.

im glad you're doing fine there & enjoying :)) i seldom come online after you left. maybe only for 15min to read your blog & fb. thats all.. arghhh. i'll see you back on thurs morning.

misses whole garbage truck load!!!

2009-09-03T12:44:00.000-07:00

IM IN AUSTRALIA!

GOSH, im missing you like crazy.
seriously.
i know youre missing me too.
i wish you were here.
really really.

its freezing cold!
wish you were here to hug me
your jacket still smells like you
and its makes me think of you
:D

2009-09-01T18:51:00.000-07:00

there's smth wrong with blogger. so i cant upload any pics. but oh wells.
im still gonna blog anyway :D

yay! 3 months is finally here.
i hope i did manage to surprise you with the brownie :D
and the card.
hahaha

i'll be going away to perth, but B, i promise you.. i'll try to blog as often as i can :D
i'm gonna miss you when i'm away.
but... LOOK FORWARD TO THE DAY IM COMING BACKKKKKK!! ((:

anyway, these past few days have been really eventful :D

church was awesome on sat. i really learn to start all over again. :D
i wanna be back in His arms again :D God's love for me is unfailing and His always been there very faithfully for me. so its time i be faithful to Him too.

ps, 3 months 3 months 3 months! ((: <3
thanks for always being here for me :D
and loving me tooooooo! ((:
youre the best!

2009-08-26T07:06:00.000-07:00

okay, i just need to get this out of my system.

i feel so mean today. i had a bitch fit. i mean, i know that adrian's stress and i just couldnt take it that he was venting on me. so i like got a lil pissed at him and told him off. but soon after that whole episode, he was damn sweet to me.

i had a craving for ban mian... and tom yam mian..
so i told him, and he decided to order both.
knowing that he doesnt like to eat tom yam, i took the tom yam one. but i didnt know that he also couldnt eat ban mian...
but he didnt say.. and he just ate it. he ordered ban mian, so i could also take some..
and after dinner he went to the toilet. and guess what?
he puked!! because he couldnt take ban mian.

gosh, i feel so mean! :S
im sorryyyyyyyyy!!!

ps, youre the sweetest. you really put me first in everything you do.
im gonna do it for you too. i hope you know i really care for you.

2009-08-25T22:00:00.000-07:00

its been a few days since i blogged.
im studying for intro to lifespan psych.
oh, thank God that my intro to psych paper and my dd journals are finally done! :D
goshhhh. a whole load of my back. i seriously pray that i will at least get a pass.

anyway, last night my poor boy had to stay up to study cause he has a paper today.
man, i wished i could have more strength and energy to stay up with him
so sorry boy, i'll try to stay up the next time round.
you've been studying really hard, i pray that you'll do well. (:
your hardwork WILL pay off.

i cant wait for exams to finally be over! then i'm off to perth! woohoooo
but then again, im gonna be real sad cause IM GONNA MISS HIM!
and then i'm gonna miss 4 ONE!!! ):
rahhhhh. this sucks. rahhhhh. oh wells.
okayokay.. i shall go study now. i will blog later again, maybe.
when he is gone for his exam :D

ps, youre the sweetest thing ever. all the best for your exam later!
i'll be here rooting for you to do well ((: loves.

2009-08-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

this is what studying does to you.
anyway, adrian's at my place! how cool is that!
my mom's home, my bro's home and my dad's gonna be home soon!! heehehe... yipees! he's finally met my parents! :D
i think they like him. they are like so totally fine that i like him and he likes me too :D
like.. hellooo? for the first time my parents allow you know!
okay, maybe cause im old now. but who cares right? at least they know about me and adrian and they're okay with me.

anyway, my nose is running away! and it sucks cause im like trying my best to study and do my work. 3 hours have past and i have not been doing anything productive. ive only finished 2 journal entries when i need 10. wow. how fantastic can life get! hahaha. well, i still have to do my notes for IP. kill me now please. someone. whoever. anyone. hahah :D

ps, youre the cutest thing ever :D gosh, youre like so handsome. everytime i look at you.. i just melt! hahaha. i wish i could spend every waking moment i had with you. when i leave for auzzie, im gonna miss you. even though im only going for 1 week. :D

2009-08-21T22:11:00.000-07:00

my silly boy is far far away from me now ):
he's in school studying while im at home studying! rahhh! we both hate exams and exam week! cause it would mean that we cant meet! ):
siannnnnn!!! anyway, i was really hoping to meet him tonight for dinner but my mommy wants to go out for dinner. so too bad ):
rahhhhhh..

im still super stress with exams that are coming soon. i havent started studying intro to lifespan psych. i almost done with studying for intro to psych. but i still dont feel ready. anyway, ms wong gave us more time for our dd journals. but guess what! i havent even started on any entries. gosh. im so screwed! ):

okayokay.. i shall go back to studying now. oh wait, i need to go church alr! see ya!

ps, youre always on my mind. i promise. im sorry we cant meet today.

2009-08-21T00:44:00.000-07:00

(: okay. the 2 fattys are eating AGAIN. haha.

anyway, i just went for facilitation workshop in CHIJ TP. :D workshop on how to cope with stress and what is stress. haha :D so anyway, it was my first time doing it with other people. it was kinda scary but damn fun at the same time :D the girls were a little distracted though, i really hope they learnt something. :D

FINALLY my dd assessment and performance is over!!! :D now its left with dd journals, intro to psych test and intro to lifespan psych test! im not ready for all 3!!! how? )):

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. im studying intro to psych now. but i dont really understand much. im afraid i wont be able to write my essay!! ):

anyway, im in the library now. waiting for adrian to finish his exam. i really hope he does well. i dont want him to forward module!! :S oh wells. okayokay. that's about it :D

ps, thanks for being so sweet these past few weeks that ive been pms-ing and busy with exams and stuff and though now its exam period and we cant spend much time together but then.. just know.. that i still think of you :D

2009-08-20T02:18:00.000-07:00

(: NICE EH?
hahaha. okayokay. anyway, its been awhile since i blogged. i know i know i said that i would blog regularly AGAIN.
yesterday some stupid woman took my seat at the library!! i put my bag on the table. she must be blind! rahhhhhh.

today was just awesome! :D
finally our drama piece is over!!! woohoooooo. that took up alot of my time cause i had to stay back for rehearsals pretty often. i think we did a good job! thanks guys for making it so awesome.
SPECIAL THANKS TO ADRIAN ONG ZHI XIAN aka MY B!
hahaha. he helped with the sound effects. he sacrifice studying. *Everyone goes AWWW*
aahahahaha. yepyepp.
so now, all im left with is my DD journals, my exam papers on intro to psych and intro to lifespan psych!! :S

for the next few weeks are gonna be crazy busy. and the worst thing is that i cant see adrian at all ):
siannnnn...
okayokay.
that's all for now..

ps, i still am affected by her. yes i am. i feel as though its my fault ):
oh wells. im sorry (to her).
but on a happier note, thanks for everything. youre the best :D

2009-08-15T19:44:00.000-07:00

i really wanna tell you how much i love you.

i wanna do things to show you i do too.

im stubborn. i know. and im sorry.

i dont know why i just cant seem to give in.

but im telling you now, that i've given you my entire heart.

and that's why every single thing you do affects me so much.

remember that night, we were just sitting around talking and i cried?

well, i just couldnt control myself.

youre my everything now.

i hate quarrelling with you.

its a feeling of losing you. and i swear i dont like it.

i just wanna hold you so close and just whisper sweet nothings and do everything to make you feel so loved.

never leave me please.

2009-08-05T09:03:00.000-07:00

THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING FOR THE PAST ONE MONTH! (:

study date with adrian to esplanade (:

2nd study date to esplanade

MY BIRTHDAY!!! (:

Some random dinner outing with the homies (joel, dee, gerald, joseph, rufus)

I HAVE A LOT! PRODUCTION.

TAIWAN CHEERLEADER SUMMER CAMP! (:

2009-06-05T09:51:00.000-07:00

i know ive not been blogging. guess nothing much has really happened.
just school as usual.
okay fine. i'm lying.
but i just dont feel like blogging.
so if you wanna know, just feel free to ask me:D

2009-05-13T05:08:00.000-07:00

these are the things ive been doing for the past few days (: woohoo. love my life aye?

camwhore (:

wear flare skirt day! (: the girls rock man! haha

wear couple clothes day! dont we look loving and cute? haha

dancing at lollipop@zouk! i had fun with you guys man! :D IT'S A SCHOOL PARTY!!

got sabo-ed by my beloved friends to model la!! rahh. lollipop@zouk. cute couple! (:

met alex (:

love mark?or hate mark?

rahhhhhh!

formal shot

crazy dadp! (:

joool's 18th birthday (:

2009-05-03T09:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BABE! (:

THANKS FOR INVITING ME FOR TODAY'S DINNER.

I REALLY HAD FUN. ((:

I LOVE YOU.

2009-05-01T06:15:00.000-07:00

MY FAVOURITE GIRLS LA! (: THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY ALL THE TIME (:
I JUST MISS YOU GIRLS LA. ALL YOUR NONSENSE.
ITS BECAUSE OF YOU GIRLS THAT MAKE KCP SUCH AN AWESOME SCHOOL (:

OUTING ON 23/4/09@ BISHAN

2009-04-22T07:39:00.000-07:00

HAVING A TIME OF OUR LIVES IN PSYCHOLOGY LESSON! HAHA.
THAT'S WHAT GIRLS DO. ((:

2009-04-20T00:10:00.000-07:00

the day D stayed over! :D

2009-04-14T21:18:00.000-07:00

in to my heart,
come in to my heart, Lord Jesus.
come in to stay,
come in today.
come in to my heart Lord Jesus.

i had a horrible nightmare.
not just normal scary ones but this had demons involved. spiritual nightmare.
:/

oh wells. fear does not come from God.

2009-04-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS CASS FOP! :D
IT WAS PRETTY FUN.
MADE A FEW FRIENDS.
okayokay.. friends with my whole class. let me see if i can remember their names.
hahahaha.

cassandra, li-min, katherine, pearly, SHARON, hanisah, nan, debra, angela, yi-ling, j, hash, walter, mark, .... okay. i cant rmb... got another 7 names.
oh wells. i did my best for the first day of school okay!
hahaha..

anyway, yeah.. i caps sharon cause she's the babe that i pretty much hang with the entire day.
she rocks man. hahahaha. (:
would be cool to hang out more with her la. anyway, yep..
that's about it. hahah
((:

2009-03-31T10:02:00.000-07:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY.( must read this entry!! it's hilarious )

today 2 of my friends tried to trick me, but sadly it failed.

one of them used the classic "i think i like you". but too bad, someone used it on me before! so i wont fall for it! hahaha.

and the other used "i broke my leg, so i cant meet you tmr". but sadly, it was kinda unbelievable. hahahha.

gerald and i tricked my bestfriend and poor him.. he fell for it.

let me copy and paste the conversation.. hope you understand what we were talking about...

oops.. i closed the conversation by accident.

okay, let me tell you then..

hahahahahah!!!!!!!

okay, i wanted to trick my bestfriend so i asked gerald for help.

we told him that im in the hospital. serious head injury.

and that he is going down to the hospital to visit me now.

so my bestfriend believed him and went offline straight away after that and he called gerald.

that gerald keep laughing but then told him that he is cabbing down to visit me. so my bestfriend ask him to ask the cab to pick him up from his house.

and then he went down to his house block void deck.. then i called him using my phone and put on conference with gerald.

then gerald told him that he is with me at the hospital alr. and that im in the operating theatre. hahaha. and my bestfriend believed. he seem pretty worried.

then after that gerald asked him to look at the date and i started laughing.. so he knew what we were up to!

this is the best april fools joke ever done.

but i felt super guilty. hahaa.

sorry bestfriend. hahah :/

and then in the night, gerald and i tricked charles!!!
and he fell for it! haha. noob.

2009-03-30T19:02:00.000-07:00

omgoshhhhh! alwyn is super cute la!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha.
i was talking to him just now and this is how the conversation went..
nat: eh, im coughing eh.
alwyn: i think you caught a BUG from the clinic.
nat: no, i caught it from you!!
alwyn: no. the only BUG you'll catch from me is a LOVE BUG!

hahahahhahahhahaahahahha. so cute right? hahaha.

2009-03-28T07:53:00.000-07:00

TODAY HAS BEEN ONE OF MY BEST DAYS!
managed to catch up with jeann!! :D love her so so much.
and i got a letter from my long lost friend. JOAN WONG! i love and miss her so so so so so much la. she's been super busy and been mia-ing la! but it's fine now, cause she wrote me a super nice letter. with princess chops and princess stickers! she rocks la.
but the only thing is that my best friend hasnt been replying me much.
i guess he's really busy and tired from camp but i really needed someone to talk to.
oh wells.

God spoke to me today. He's really been amazing.. (: im so in love with Him. He's been super nice and sweet to me. He has really been providing for me and during tough times and trials. He has never left me. in fact He's always been there!! :D

COUNTING ON GOD-DESPERATION BAND

I'm in a fight not physical
And I'm in a war
But not with this world
You are the light that's beautiful
And I want more
I want all that's Yours

Joy unspeakable that won't go away
And just enough strength
To live for today
So I never have to worry
What tomorrow will bring
'Cause my faith is on solid rock
I am counting on God

I am counting on
I am counting on God

The miracle of Christ in me
Is the mystery that sets me free
I'm nothing like I used to be
Open up your eyes you'll see

2009-03-24T05:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL LEE! (:

hey bestf,

happy birthdayyyyy! hope you enjoyed your birthday "SURPRISE" though it wasnt much.. :/

hahahaha. not enough time to prepare but most of all hope you enjoyed the company la.

one year older, one year wiser(i hope), one year more matured(IM PRAYING HARD).

hahaha. you and your L4D. hahaha. grow up la! kidding.

continue growing in the Lord and live the life that God has always intended for you. RISE UP AND BE A LEADER FOR HIM. i really had fun working with you in SP camp. (:

take care.. :D

2009-03-16T00:04:00.000-07:00

hey, i realised ive been blogging alot of random stuff.
nothing too in-depth.
im sorry, just been really busy to do some self-reflecting.

actually, i dont really wanna blog too personal stuff.
so if you wanna know what's going on in my life. ASK ME

2009-03-13T07:53:00.000-07:00

pictures of cousins at kong kong's wake (:

2009-03-12T18:38:00.000-07:00

okay, im lazy to retype everything that happened. so im just gonna copy and paste from what i said to gwen ((:

NAT - dewberry girls secondary school says:
ohh. okay okay. will pray
oh ya, today God really provided for ,e
me*
i woke up super late today and i practically rushed out of the house in 15 mins with having to make my bed and pack my bag.
so i didnt have breakfast and inside the car, i was thinking to myself, oh no! how am i going to last till 1230... and when i reached office there was breakfast for everyone!
one of my collegues bought! wow. God seriously works in miraculous ways!!!!
woohoooo!!

yeah, amazing right? :D
okay, need to go back to work now. byeeeee

2009-03-11T07:23:00.000-07:00

YAY! I GOT MY LAPTOP!!! WOOHOO!
THOUGH ITS NOT PINK BUT THEN IT'S LIGHT. SO YEAHH
:D

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN MICH!

2009-03-09T20:45:00.000-07:00

OH MY!
NEW MOON IS COMING OUT IN CINEMAS SOON!!
WOOHOOOOO!!
SOMEONE PLEASE DATE ME OUT TO WATCH IT!!!!!!!!!

AND IM SO SUPER TIRED.
IM AT WORK NOW.
IM HAVING A HORRIBLE HEADACHE.
I SLEPT AT 4AM LAST NIGHT AND WOKE UP AT 8AM FOR WORK TODAY..
AND MY DAY IS SUPERRRR LONG TODAY.
WORK TILL 5.30PM. THEN MEETING THE GUYS TO TIGHTEN UP OUR WORK TILL MAYBE ABOUT 10PM AGAIN...........

I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP!!!!

2009-03-08T06:07:00.000-07:00

i just love these people to bits :D
they rock!

2009-03-08T05:39:00.000-07:00

this song is super nice. got it from joool's blog :D :D :D
woohooooo!!

title : facebook photograph

I saw a photograph of you today online
Then I saw through your smile half a mile wide
You had another girl hanging off your arm
No I don't feel jealous or weird

She's rich, And smart, And pretty
And you deserve her

Push it off
Turn it down now

You are better off without me
And I knew from the day that I realised
Being with you was giving up everything love stood for

You're the boy from the table that everyone would notice
Except me
Then you took my expectations
Of what you'd be and threw them all away

We were pretending everything was alright
It's not

Push it off
Turn it down now

You are better off without me
And I knew from the day that I realized
Being with you was giving up everything love stood for

But everything reminded me
All the things that you couldn't see
All the best of you
Wasted on the very best of me
And oh how we tried for so long to make
Each other happy
Yeaaaah

You are better off without me
You are better off without me

2009-03-05T05:45:00.000-08:00

D.R.A.W. camp is coming! im excited! are you?
calling all SPs!!! (:
19th to 20th march.
$35 for full timers
$25 for part timers

heehee. ive been so busy. but enjoying life at the same time!! :D
gerald, rufus, joel and joseph, you guys totally rock la. you guys are like hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have fun working with you guys.

2009-02-18T19:35:00.000-08:00

im still missing my grandpa.
thank you all my friends who came down to the wake to just pay your respects and be there for me. (:

lois, delise, claudia, gerald, rufus, joel, michelle, sis carol, sis clarise, javier, darryl, alwyn

2009-02-17T09:55:00.000-08:00

1938-2009

kong kong,

thank you for being the one that looks out for me, you've been a great grandfather. you've been a great leader. you have learnt to be faithfully waiting upon the Lord and i have learnt that from you. you are a powerful man of God. you have ran a great race for the glory of God. thank you for impacting my life and teaching me to care for the people around me. you will not be forgotten, infact you'll always be in my heart. you've done a great job in raising wonderful kids and grand kids. you've made a difference in my life and i am what i am now because of you. i thank God for placing you in my life. thank you for loving me, pampering me and just protecting me from everyone else who bullies me. you have always stood up for me. i am going to miss you but i know you are going to a greater place. kong kong, you are a man of God and i will follow you and be a woman of God. i will serve the Lord wholeheartedly. (as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord). I LOVE YOU.

2009-02-08T10:23:00.001-08:00

for all those that know, please continue to keep my grandpa in prayer.
and pray that i'll have strength for whatever that is ahead.
thank you all.

2009-01-15T22:22:00.000-08:00

oopsie. i havent blogged in like ages.
so many things have happened and i just dont feel like blogging.
anyway, everyone, thanks for asking how i did for my O's.
i did well enough to get into the course that i want. so yep.
dont need to worry about me ((:

2009-01-04T20:21:00.000-08:00

okay, i realised that i havent actually blog about the new year.
everything just started all too fast for me to capture anything.
its 2009 already. am i ready for it? well, i think i am.
this year, with God alongside with me. i think i can do ANYTHING THAT I SET MY MIND ON.

i shall talk about 2008 first before i start with 2009.
firstly, thank you God for making this year so marvelous. without You watching over me, i would not have grown so much. i really changed during this entire year. Daddy God, You've been faithful. and i want to be faithful to You too. thank You so much. i really love You. Your presence is overwhelming. i never wanna leave You. thank You for sending me great friends this year. 2008 has been so far the best year because of You.

secondly, i would like to thank julia alison and michelle for making my school year last year a great one. without them, school wouldnt be as fun as it should have been. they were there to joke with me, play with me, scold me for doing stupid things, reminding me what i was in school for and lastly, studying with me. thank you. im gonna miss you guys. let's continue to meet up even though our school years tgt are over (:

thirdly, machos. thank you so much for this entire year. michel, janelle, claire, claud, matt, fred, darryl, ezra, kai, amos, harold. you guys made my year so exciting. we had a great friendship going on, i really hope that all these would not stop in 08 but we will hold on to this friendship throughout our lives. we can continue build up each other's faith in God. (: thank you.

next is my girls cell! they have been superrrr supportive and amazing. i think if they did not care for me. i would not be where i am now. i would have left church been so far away. but because they were there for me during my lowest points, i really felt a sense of belonging. though you guys may not know it. but i really thank you guys. you guys played an impt part of my life. lois, charmaine, kymberly, yi-ling, phyllis, hannah. ((:

finally, people that i drifted from this year. delise yang. joan wong, jeannette choe, jolyn loh and eloise lee. please please please come back into my life. i want you guys back. this year i promise myself to spend more time with you. i dont care if you guys have to study for A's. i'll accompany you guys to study. i'll be there to support you with my prayers. i miss you guys so much. come back into nat's life soon

now, back to 2009.
this year is gonna be a even greater year then last.
you know how i know? because this year i've made great friends that will inspire me to keep walking with the Lord! kelvin, amos and adriel. (:
anyway, im cell leader this year. so please pray for me okay! i'll need all the prayers i can possibly get. O level results are coming out alr. im worried but excited cause i wanna know what God has planned for me (:
this year i promise will be a whole lot better (:

"face your past with no regrets, handle your present with confidence, prepare for the future without fear"

In His love and mine,
Natalie Darlene Yeo

2009-01-04T19:08:00.000-08:00

x[PL]ode camp comm outing!! (:
29th of dec 08

meet mommy yvette and my lil sis denise.

then there's my superbro sean and cool sis delise

sean's smile is so cuteeeee! haha

i love her to bits

mommy and i are doing an advertisement for shampoo!

we LOVE you

we then headed to mind cafe

say what?! it's an awesome game

OUR COCONUT GAME! haha.

poor dee looks confused

does she remind you of sam?

hmmmmm...

us again

candid

we're too COOL for you (oops, my O is not done properly.)

powerpuff girls+sean! (:

2008-12-29T18:48:00.000-08:00

I FINALLY POST (:
SP CELL GATHERING FOR THE LAST TIME IN 2008. IM GONNA MISS THESE PEOPLE SO MUCH DURING LCELL. THANK YOU, YOU GUYS FOR MAKING MY YEAR SO MUCH MORE FUN. LCELL WAS SO FUN WITH ALL OF YOU GUYS.
me and lois discussing strategy for the game! hahahhahaha

nice earrings chessie.

GG!

ME! (:

the genuine laughter

zhihe

going to play polar bearrrrrrrr (look at gab's face)

CHRISTMAS DAY!

my brother(:

mich

jan

CHRISTMAS LUNCH WITH MOM'S SIDE(:

estelle(long lost cousin) HAHA

uncle auntie

mommy daddy

CHRISTMAS DINNER AT PASTOR KENNY'S PLACE WITH MY 3 FAVOURITE BOYS!!
javan

keagan

ian

GOING FOR CHRISTMAS EVE DINNER AT MJIM'S HOME((:

MY PARENTS ARE SO CUTE. THEY WORE MATCHING COLOURS UNKNOWINGLY.

FOOD FOOD AND MORE FOOD

DYLAN'S UNGLAMNESS

CHET'S BLUR FACE

HELLO MO

CHESTER, YOU LOOK... FAT. OOPS. :P

US, GIRLS (:

RENEWING MY COMMITTMENT

2008-12-27T19:54:00.000-08:00

This is my desire
To honor You
Lord with all my heart
I worship You
All I have within me
I give You praise
All that I adore is in You

Lord, I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Every Breath that I take
Every moment I'm awake
Lord, have Your way in me

This is my prayer oh Lord.
be with me as i step into the new year.

new year, new responsibility.

2008-12-24T02:14:00.000-08:00

DAY WITH THE USUAL GANG! I MISS THEM SO MUCH. THE TIMES WE HAD SINCE SEC ONE. CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS! (:

jared koh.
christmas kfc anyone? (:

cheang and rufus

the silly things siblings do(:

my beloved kor. ong zhihe

black and white.

2008-12-21T06:44:00.000-08:00

NOVEAU-SURGE FOR THE STAR!

I SHALL LET THE PICS TELL THE STORY!

GIRLS AS USUAL

SUPER BROTHER = SEAN!

GIRLS CELL '08

MY BEST KOR IN THE WORLD! = ZHIHE

ELOISE IS MY LOVE!

PRO IN TAKING UNGLAM PHOTOS OF ME = CLEMENT

NIGEL

JOSEPH!!! ((:

SOF!!!!

DELISE YANG! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! YOU OWE ME A MILLION DATES!

MR TAN JIE KAI. (IMY :P)

GABRIEL CHEANG MY DI? HAHA

AMOS, THANKS FOR ALWAYS KEEPING ME IN PRAYER! (:

TAN JIE SHEN IS CUTE!

ONG JUN XIANG

MACHOS! I MISS THEM SO MUCH. STUPID EZRA MIA!

JOSHUA AND BENJAMIN

RACHEL ANG

SARA, TEH, LIM, NAT

CLAUDIA YONG! DATE ME OUT NOW!

HONG KAI! I MISS TALKING TO YOU!

2008-12-21T06:19:00.000-08:00

this is what JMN do when they are together! sadly A didnt join us. we miss you A! haha (:
stayovers are always! we do crazy things! im gonna miss you girls so so so much!

NAT IS GONNA EAT YOU!

JULIA!

MICHELLE!

THE AWESOME NAT!

2008-11-24T06:02:00.000-08:00

JAPAN TRIP!

TERMINAL 3 IS COOL. IT WAS MY FIRST TIME THERE.

I TOOK 4 SEATS TO SLEEP! HOW AWESOME! :P

NARITA AIRPORT.

THERE WERE PEOPLE EVERYWHERE. TOKYO.

DINNER. ON THE FIRST DAY. 18TH NOV.

SECOND DINNER. 18TH NOV.

OSAKA! ITS COLD THERE, IM TELLING YOU. 19TH NOV.

IN A FERRY, ON THE WAY TO THE AQUARIUM.

LOOK AT THE GIANT WHALE SHARK!

CHIPPY AND BRACES CAME ALONG TOO.

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS! POPEYE'S MINE.

I WANNA BE A TEACHER WHEN I GROW UP

MY NAME'S WRITTEN ALL OVER THIS CAFE

OH LOOK, ITS SPIDERMAN.

MICHBALL, CHRISTMAS FOR YOU.

DINNER. 20TH

GOING BACK TO TOKYO. 21ST.

GUESS WHAT THIS IS! ITS HANDPHONES LA! I WANT IT!!!

DINNER WITH DR KEITANO. 21ST NOV.

UENO STATION 22ND NOV.

ueno pasar malam.

ueno parkkkk((: it was fun

asakusa street.

okay, we're tired from walking the whole dayyyy.

made new japanese friends(: my dad's friends. use to attend trinity.

OKAY, THIS IS THE FIRST FEW DAYS OF MY TRIP, THE REST WILL BE UP SOON. BE PATIENT :D

2008-11-11T18:53:00.000-08:00

i'll still be blogging here for now.
outing yesterday! END OF O'S!! FOREVERRRRRR!!!
been looking for my prom dress! and i finally found it!!! wheeeeee!

i took this pic okay! i rock

shocked, michball?

lianzxz

so jools.

outing with alison julia michelle on friday(7th nov), joools left early so no foto. haha

so here's some pics.

2008-11-10T01:23:00.001-08:00

ill be changing my blog soon. ask me if you want to know the new address. but then again. i may not tell you.